Late night talks with this fool. They will never get old.
We talk about anything and everything…
Don’t forget what I said about the choices you have “before and after” :)
I won’t forget you, just remember to straighten your path.
I will as well.
Love and Peace.
You ask yourself in times of trial, “What did I do to deserve this?”
But you are still here, alive in this world, able to ask that question.
Everyone has a story. Be grateful that you can tell it.
You: “Don’t you think you should date around here and there with different girls?”
Me: “Sorry, I don’t believe in that.”
End.
This past semester I don’t remember a single day where I actually felt rested. I guess it was because I got used to working and studying afterwards. Life kind of felt like a routine and my body even woke itself up after 6 hours of sleep everyday. At one point I didn’t even need to set my alarm because I knew I was going to wake up. It was hard even to take naps, so I hardly took any.
I constantly felt restless knowing that there was something I had to do. I was constantly looking ahead to the future planning my time.
But now I am home in NoVa. I just woke up from a nap, and I feel amazing. It was only two hours, but my mind feels at peace and my body feels completely rested. Maybe it was because I slept on an airbed… LOL. But as soon as I woke up, I felt like I was sitting on clouds in beautiful weather as the warmth of the sunlight was hugging my skin. Yeah that sounded kind of super… yeah. But that is exactly how it felt.
This whole year, I was set on staying in Blacksburg. But I didn’t get the internship I wanted so my parents wanted me back here.
I always called Blacksburg my home. But I just got reminded what home really is.
Damn, it feels good to be home.
If I get the job, I get it. Everything becomes okay, and I feel comfortable.
If I don’t get the job, I may have to put my trust in you, because you told me not to worry. But I haven’t laid my trust in you for a very long time.
Is this a challenge for me to finally empty out my remaining bitterness towards you? Or is it a chance for you to prove me wrong?
Try me.
The weather is beautiful today, the wind is refreshing.
You can find beauty right behind your home.
I think I found my getaway.
I needed a 90 on my Accounting final for an A or a 78 for a A-
Since I barely paid attention the last couple of weeks, I thought to myself I’ll just study the bare minimum and get a 78. So I was pretty confident I could def get over a 78 without studying much.
Then I took the exam and it was the hardest exam I took this year… Was worrying like crazy for the results. Felt like throwing up.
I got a 78.
Funny.
So busy and restless nowadays. I completely forgot that it was Thursday and that PM was going on. It was 8:30 and I was walking to Torg about to study but I ran into a friend and he asked me if I was going to PM. I blanked out for a second trying to process what he said. Can’t even keep track of days now…
Anyways, during the brief time I was at chapel, I had a vision. I was afloat by myself in the vast ocean staring at an island in the distance. There were two giant mountains colliding on the island, and an image of Jesus was standing in between the mountains with his back turned. The sun was right above Jesus and He started walking into the valley. And as He was walking towards the valley away from me, the sun began to slowly set gradually.
A sister later then came to me and told me that as she was praying for me she had a vision of water pouring into my hands, but the water was seeping right through holes on the bottom of my hands.
And I have no clue what this means.
Maybe I’ll have a revelation later this month and edit this.
